I'll never get my wish...I know it. No pronouns in the Japanese, so this could be "She'll never get her wish". More context may help decide....couldn't I be by her side...even to help?...now...just for now...Not until the day I pull out Marisa's shirikodama! A mythical ball found in the anus, the shirikodama is the classic kappa's favorite food after cucumbers.Time for physical therapy!It doesn't matter if she ultimately goes to Marisa...but...