I chose to interpret 病気 as an "incurable flaw" rather than straight "illness." So correct me if I'm wrong...
At that point, there would be something fundamentally wrong with you as a person.Simce I'm an adult maybe I have an obsession with childrenThen if that's the case...Oh, I see...Kids are bound to look up to adults.It's because she's a kid, ya' know?Maybe she looks up to adults as role models?Why is Akatsuki so obsessed with becoming a "first-class lady?"