However, she strove to be something more, going further while destroying her body and mind.I know.... because of my ego.Choosing to die was her own will.I already know.Marisa didn't have a duty to become a magician.She wasn't forced to by anyone.Upon her own will, she chose to strive to become a magician and worked hard to be one.But as a result, she became disheartened...And threw herself down the waterfall.I saved Marisa...Marisa could have given up when she realized she lacked the talent...She was more than capable of living as a normal human being...... Idiot.